Fear

I have just had my front door handle tried. The house is now dead bolted but I am very shaken. I calledthe Boi (Who has car and is at work till 7 in the morning) and it wasn't him having forgotten something.

I am doing this post to relieve the inner fear.

A car has pulled away from the front of the house but my fear remains.

I know I am OK.

I am just shit scared.

I hate this feeling.

"The only thing we have to fear is fear it'self -
nameless, unreasoning, unjustified, terror which
paralyzes needed efforts to convert retreat into advance."
---- FDR - First Inaugural Address, March 4, 1933