They're using a Blood, Sweat and Tears song on Medium tonight. You know the one:
I'm not scared of dyingPretty much my view on death and dying in one song.
And I, don't really care
If it' s peace you find in dying
Well then, let the time be near
It continues in the chorus with:
And when I die, and when I'm gone
There'll be, one child born
In this world
To carry on, to carry on
I'm not afraid of my own mortality, I doubt I ever have been.
I'm missing the man my father was already. He has been my anchor for so long that now, even with the support and love of the Boi I feel adrift. Little things I could always talk to my Dad about I cannot talk to him about anymore . He will never be able to assuage my fears about the pregnancy or what life will be like without him in it.
I know you only get handed as much as you can handle but I don't think I can handle anymore.